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Sunday, 19 June 2011

Finding the Epiphany!


Who am I? What am I destined for? I wish I could answer this question after a long 6 months of wandering aimlessly lost in a drift. Alas, what done is done and there is no turning back to the blank point in my life, no breakeven, no ROI . . . where should I begin?

As I am about to turn to over a new chapter towards an end of being adrift, there is many occasions of friends and families being supportive and worrying of how am I doing in this society being a full fledged adult now. In truth, I am not doing really well and I am not proud of it till the point where sometimes I find it hard, unbearable, and ashamed to face the truth, the question that everyone has been asking, wondering. I have came to realize that my docile attitude was not the main culprit in this point and there was also my self-sabotage characteristics, my dark side, my true enemy – my lack of self-confidence that sways me away from every opportunities I have been given many of which I presumed (persuasion to myself), branded as "not good enough for my pride" opportunities. Who am I to say so when I didn't even give myself a chance to be a part of the opportunity?

I condemned myself to a prison within my self-sabotages, my negative thoughts..It STOPS now. ---
No more. From now on, there will only be I CAN EFFIN DO IT! JUZ DO IT!
 
In an endless ocean of opportunities, I will take my chance at whatever waves or bird crap that comes at my way, with the objective of being a better person not only for me alone, but also for the one person that cares the most for me (you know who you are), a better life in the near future together. It is a huge step for me, BUT I have no worries because. . . I BELIEVE, faith will be my light, and she will be my guide through the road ahead. I am blessed to have been gifted with the sight of her brightest shimmering smile the 1st time I saw her; it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and I will cherish it in my heart forevermore. Her positive energy knows no boundaries, and it's just amazing seeing her do what she does everyday with a smile (note: sometimes not so good temper though :P). Alas, even a small child can be so inspiring (shown by the video below) why can't I do the same when I got so many good supporters! 

I Thank YOU!




 

Tuesday, 3 May 2011

Hello & Welcome

I'm Chun Kit, and this is my blog. Well, I'm not sure why a blog hasn't come to my mind up until now, but it is for sure one of the most amazing tools e-commerce tools for spreading current news and events in this ever rapidly growing internet web tools for marketers. I'm still new to this 'blog' thingy, and I'm not quite sure what is the norm of topics and structure of sentences. So mind you, I will just go crazy on it and rant about everything that is there in the tiny little brain of mine!


What is a blog? - From what I know, I have no idea what the heck is a "blog". So according to Wikipedia, Blog (2011), a blog or web log, is a type of website or part of a website, which is usually maintained by an individual with a regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or videos. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order.

OK! So referring to the above paragraph I'm supposed to be the commentator of this web log and rant about my life and problems in a reverse-chronological order, reminds me of my resume'..Haha. I guess it is a good way to practice my writing skills as well since I'm crippled recently and I can't do anything else other than watching TV and facebooking~

Thank YOU for reading on my 1st ever blog post, and I hope I can keep it up to myself to always update my blog and improve on my writing skills from now on! So that YOU who is reading this, will have something read when you are on the internet!